from nowhere to preaching…
After a long break, I today have decided to write again because God has done something amazing again. A week ago, I was standing in the public preaching for the first time. Yes I sometimes in the past thought about myself standing in front of the public preaching about a good news. But somehow I never thought before that this is something possible for me. But by letting God works within me. I was there preaching and successfully delivered the message to the audiences. I also thought that I wouldn’t be able to change one’s heart. But I have changed someone that day. And all these were not from me, but from God who enabled me as through him all things are possible. I am actually excited to see where next he would lead me to… 
About the long break actually I was struggling with the sin living in me. And that truly set me apart from God. I chose to followed what I wanted or what I desired even though I know that it won’t please God. But i ended up doing it. I felt like I myself have set a barrier between me and God. Even I know what caused this problem, I still asked God why I couldn’t feel him as how I would feel in the past. And that was when I started to welcome the “limitations” into my life once again. I was more into the world which made me forget the possible one who had changed me, helped me, healed me and even danced with me in my time of trouble to show that no problem can surpasses him. My life was getting more difficult and all obstacles seemed impossible to overcome because I was blinded by my own sin. After my first time preaching to the public I realized “how would I ended up there talking to the public?” This once was an impossible thing for me and all I could do was only imagine. I now know that God is always there working very hard for every second in my life but it was sin that blinded me. I am not sure you have experienced something like this before, but I want tell you that sin can really block you this great view of the universe. And you may not let it controls you for too long. I also want to encourage you to keep on fighting and you will eventually overcome it because by fighting with it, God is actually now on your side. And always remember that God never ever rejects you. It is you who first reject and lock him out.
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